NekoAngelus

i am in such low inventory of fucks that i dont even reply to any feedback in the messages and i persistently keep them there and lie to myself and say that ill answer them later and this journal is just notice for like a year from now when people are like "woah why tf is this kid replying to stuff all of a sudden"/or i delete them all and dont reply

I love when you're in the most extreme emotional pain of your life, yet the person who caused it is carrying on life perfectly fine and happy, better than when they were around you. And yes, you know who you are. I'm not mad at you. I'm mad at myself for pushing you away.

It's the end of the line. At least my line, anyway. I never realized how much I was hurting the one person I really loved. Oh well, I guess that's my fault. I doubt any more then three people will ever read this, but whatever. I hope she's happy after I leave. I won't be, but whatever. That's fine c: She said she'd spend her life with me. I said I'd never leave. Well at least I'm not the one breaking that promise. Huh Well I guess it'll be hard to do anything on deviantart if I'm dead, so I guess this is a farewell post. Goodbye world.. And more importantly, goodbye Ariel. You meant more to me than anything else in the world. I just wish the